my LifeSongs

His name is Caleb. He is my 2nd born son. I realized I haven't updated my blog for eons now. This picture is Caleb's dedication day. Blogging...which used to be writing in my diary...was my outlet for my inward chaos. Anywhoooo, I have some discretions now for writing on the internet. I will have to expound later on. Enjoy some Caleb!

It's been almost 2 years since it's been revealed to me about my mother's history and how much it connects to mine and how I can live from here. I still grieve. We haven't talked about it since that day. I think it just hurts her so much. There's so much to put a bandage on. As for me, I don't know if I have developed a hate for a her family but i still grieve quietly. I know deep down I have some things to resolve with her. On top of all of this, I think I'm loosing touch for his attention.